A leap of faith: writing my way into being

Have you read this article? If not, I invite you to click on the link before diving into this one.

I left off asking myself, “Do I want to be seen?” Honestly, I still don’t have a clear answer. That question unravels a web of even more questions, layered with complexities I’m still trying to untangle. Just thinking about it stirs a sense of unease, triggering that familiar fight-or-flight response. But it’s time to release those false narratives and start experiencing life for what it truly is.

Instead of overthinking, I choose to focus on simply being while on doing what allows me to see life through a different lens than the one I’ve been looking through these past few years. My goal is to declutter my mind, to make space for new thoughts and fresh perspectives. I’ve realized I’ve been keeping my talents and opinions locked inside when, in truth, they’re meant to be shared with the world. I can’t fully express them while worrying about who’s watching, because, after all, a player can’t both play the game and watch the scoreboard at the same time.

So, I’m choosing to actively participate in my own life. Recently, Doechii won a Grammy for Best Rap Album. Her speech wasn’t just inspiring; it was a reminder to just do it, like. We may not always know where to start, but that shouldn’t stop us from seeking help, collaborating, or simply taking the first step.

I’ve always had a deep love for writing. French was my first language, the foundation of my relationship with words. But with family living in the U.S., English found its way into my world early on, and eventually, I started writing in both languages. Writing is an art, and anyone who can create magic with words is an artist; regardless of language or form. This is me reconnecting with my younger self, the one who once wrote fearlessly, without hesitation.

Now, I’m daring myself to use my words to bring my thoughts to life. I suppose this is what it means to take a leap of faith. I’m ready to see what happens when I bet on myself. This is me following Carla's tips on putting myself in the center of my life. 

Thank you for being around while I "figure it out". This blog will allow me to be and do just that. Are we ready?